ruby tuesday

It's becoming that time of year where you find yourself sitting alone in your room at 5pm, and you are shaking and you don't know if its because the heat isn't working quite properly yet or if it isn't that simple, if you can't really find stillness with one phone call, and every light in your room is on, and you know that is wasteful but you don't care because you need some light to offset the blackness greeting you outside your window.