i understood every word that it said

There are nights where the loneliness and the adjusting all seems to be too much but then that song that will always always always be your favourite comes on and suddenly you are dancing and your arms are flailing and your eyes are closed and you do understand every word that it says and you may have lost him lost him lost him but you are dancing and your arms are flailing and summer doesn't seem so far away and for a fleeting second this loneliness feels liberating as opposed to heartbreaking and even though that feeling passes just as soon as it arrives it was there nonetheless and so you sing "I've lost you I've lost you I've lost you" and you are both happy and sad doing so.