two years ago

It may have been almost six months (how?) since you two parted, and almost six months since you've seen his face, and over six months since you touched his face and smelt his smell and fell asleep to "criss cross apple sauce" shivers running up your spine, and probably over a year since you two were actually happy, but still, you can't help but feel strange tonight when you hear through a friend that he asked another girl out. And it doesn't matter what the outcome was, and even though you moved on and moved off of that, too, long before he asked this girl out, you still feel so strange and a little bit sad and mostly confused.